Wow

I had a dream last night that I was getting paid to have sex with a man in an airport.
I woke up to texts from my Dad "Please please call me. I know you I brought you up in a bad way, I'm so sorry. I'll never be mad at you for anything you've done. Please call me."
He called me and I answered.
He just kept saying sorry, and he had hoped I was doing okay. He was worried how far away from home I was.
I finally told him today I worked at a medical marijuana clinic.
He wasn't mad.
Which was nice.
He told me he would never be mad at me for anything I do.
which was nice.
I'm just so unhappy
every day I think about how badly I want to go away to school.
And how badly I DONT want to be in this relationship;
please something help me.
or someone.